Death of a Butterfly

by Bella Victoria

Had butterflies for me

I still feel like that

Yours flew before you knew me

Have their wings snapped?

Now that you know me, my crazy, how my heart beats?

You walk toward me, you ignore me, butterflies scream

Don’t know what to think

Don’t know how to feel

Don’t know what is real

Don’t know what you think

Don’t know how you feel

Don’t know if you’re real

Take a step back

Take a deep breath

Take a timeout

Take a recess

Think about it

Don’t know what to think

Don’t know how to feel

Don’t know if you’re real

Are you playing hard to get?

Butterflies start to attack

Are you losing interest?

One flew away come back

I wish you didn’t know me, my crazy, how my heart beats

You walk toward me, you ignore me, butterflies scream

Don’t know what to think

Don’t know how to feel

Don’t know what is real

Don’t know what you think

Don’t know how you feel

Don’t know if you’re real

Take a step back

Take a deep breath

Take a timeout

Take a recess

Think about it

Don’t know what to think

Don’t know how to feel

Don’t know if you’re real

Don’t know what to think

Don’t know how to feel

Don’t know what is real

Don’t know what you think

Don’t know how you feel

Don’t know if you’re real

Take a step back

Take a deep breath

Take a timeout

Take a recess

Think about it

Don’t know what to think

Don’t know how to feel

Don’t know even know if you’re real

(I don’t know, I don’t know, I don’t know, I don’t know)

(I don’t know, I don’t know, I don’t know, I don’t know)

Why’d you let your butterflies leave you alone?

Where did your butterflies go?

(I don’t really know)